jianming (:

2008-02-18T21:38:00.003+08:00

SIX more days before i heading to china for oitp! (:
today headed down to jp and je in search of my jacket and scarf with my mum,
cos my mum say one jacket is not enough to tahan fer 3 weeks (:
alrite thn, manage to buy everything in one day! HAHA!

and i heard joel complainin to me that, " oh mind, i left to china a week before you and come back one mth later than you"!! HAHA! i realised how fortunate i am uh, to complete oitp with just three weeks! and meet up with my class last friday after their dreadful week! but before tat, ive alr prepared myself for suan-ing by kaze n gang cos im nt hafing 2mths of itp, yeah, my prediction is alway correct, it happened! haha!!

and something surpised me last nite, glenn talk to me on msn! i wonder how hurricane blow him to talk to me! haha! i tot he wanting to lend equipment initially from our club but in the end he asking me to be gl fer his camp! i became wondering did he talk to the wrong person, askin a year 3 to be a gl? i hesistated for awhile, wondering if im overage to be a gl, too old for it etc etc.. too many things to consider!! but in the end, i agree to it as i tink he really need ppl to help out!
so gg to school on wed fer gl selection, yes is selection, mayb i wun be selected anyway (: haha!

oh yah! bball-ing at clementi on saturday! a new environment! (:
once in a while is okay i tink, but continuously i will be dead of travelling!
and you noe jianming dun like to travel, is a waste of human's precious life you see!
but sleeping is inevitable ): shack!!

if im not wrong, i need to fill in my itp log book last week already!
but i only attended the director's meeting and oitp briefin on tuesday!
so i got four more days to fill in, without ANYTHING!
im so in deep shit now and i dunnoe what to fill in, the lecturer told us to fill in doing research for china etc but but ..... HAHA! but nvm, waimeng has helped me to solve tis crucial problem!

alrite chinatown tml for the oitp session alrite! to understand the chinese culture better i tink, and the worst thing is INJECTION TML ): walauu ehhh!

2008-02-12T23:54:00.003+08:00

FINALLY I COMPLETED YEAR 2 (: HAHA!

although im abit late, but exam are offically over man! results are another case but i manage to finish all the 4 tests and 3 exam (:

those few weeks are a terror i tell you, i dread every day fer liberty to arrive at 31 dec 16:10:01pm to come, thus ending my endless sleepless night, lecture notes with me all the times etc! after my exam, is my endless medical appointment checkups at various locations! thn chionging to buy mine cny clothes! everythings seem so rush this year! (:

then hafing a steamboat with my family on CNY eve (: thn i realised ive been to chinatown neither on the eve of CNY or preparation of CNY! haha!!

CNY day 1 - headed to new york new york fer dinner and down to the bay of esplande to see the i also dunnoe how to say places (: haha! thn after tat meet up with waimeng to see CJ7 at 2.20am! oh mind! i dozed off cineleisure while waiting fer the movie lah! lol.. thn we walk frm orchard to clark quay to cityhall thn all the way to tiong bahru to wait fer the first train to start!

CNY day 2 - my relative came to our hse fer dinner (: lots of things to catch up with (:

subsequently, dad's fren came visit our hse etc etc! haha!! (:

alrite (: for others it might be the commerce of itp, but im waiting fer mine oitp to start! haha.. everyday start either with an P and end with a Y, P-L-A-Y or start with an S and end with a K, S-L-A-C-K! oh mind! went fer the director's meeting today fer oitp, as usual im late again but im not the lateST! haha! then after tat splited into two grps, one to china and other to indo fer individual briefing! seems lye everything is almost settle on the school side, but fer my own side, i din even brought anything yet! lol.. although initially i tot that fer the next 2 weeks we need to come sch everyday fer meetings, it turn out that fer the 2 weeks we only meet 2 times! HAHA! somemore my oitp only last fer 3 weeks compared to others 2 months or 5 weeks! haha! ample time fer me to enjoy before gg to china and more-than- enough time fer me to rest before semester start again! HAHA! well things seem well plan (: and im hoping tis trip turn out well fer the 15 of us and fer the rest whom are hafin itp! JIAYOU alrite (:

after the meeting, headed back home first while gg to meet wh and ch fer ah long pte ltd! quite a funny show (: HAHA!!

2008-01-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

helloo (: 4 days has passed since the celebration of new year and life has been getting back on track back to studying!
adieu 2007, welcoming 2008! my mum has take action to sort out her numerous album of foto stackin up in her cupboard to make space for new items for chinese new year (:
can't resist my kpo-ness, i went to flip through all the ablums tat conprise of my parents when they are young, dating, wedding, the times when go honeymoon and overseas together, after my oldest sister has born, followed by my second elder sister etc etc, from black & white foto to colour picture. Till then i realised i played a minor part in the yang's family as im born very late in 89's. a gap of 9 yrs frm my sec sis and 12 yr frm my eldest sister (: looking through the past wad my parents and sister been through is interesting with the explaination of my mum, althou ive nvr haf a chance to experience it, but i knew life has been simple back in the past (: the retro hair tat my dad had, the glamourous smile my mum has added on with my constant sarcastic remarks i made with their style filled the living room with laughter (: through the fotos, i seem wad my parent has been through together back in the past, their joy when carrying my eldest sis in their hand etc all those put a smile on my face!

sometimes ppl jus keep on going forward hastly and majorities of ppl arnd jus concern how far you haf gone, the only ppl that concern whether you are tired of gg forward is ur family! but majorities take it for granted inclding me! so i got a new resolution fer 2008, to understand my family more (:

happy new year (:

2008-01-01T14:12:00.000+08:00

smile (:
RETARDS (:
2007
twist (:
2008

BYEBYE 2007, WELCOME 2008 (:

seem like '07 passes by in a blink of an eye, as fast as it be!
another typical year fer jianming, a balance of good things and bad ones!
2008 arrived instantly and soon it wil be 2009! how i wishes time can be slowly this year (:
as im browsing my entries jus now, this is some major events happened (:

in the organisin commitee fer the ADD fer sch of BE, is a nice experience for me! (: (feb)
headed to japan for holiday, nice country with nice people! (march)
organising F.O 07/08 camp with cadc peeps (feb- april)
organishing F.O 07/08 telematch with cadc peeps (feb-april)
im promoted to YEAR 2! hahaha!! (april)
in a new class of dpfm 2a/01, a nice class with nice and funny people (:(april)
agl in F.O 07/08 camp with primer peeps! (may)
brought N73 music edition, yeah (: (may)
cookie monster @ food and heritage tour, namely waimeng, joel and shuxian (: (may)
join hockey for a few mths ( may-aug)
JIANMING is finally EIGHTEEN (: wahaha!! (aug)
attended ice camp 07/08! noe nice ppl arnd the club (: (sep)
join squash (: (sep)
annual gathering of sec 4A 04/05 (: (nov)
attended squash camp (: (dec)
xmas celebration at orchard (: (dec)
purchase of E65 (: (dec)
haf a different celebration on new year eve (:(dec)

DANGDANG! this is wad JIANMING accomplished in '07! (: althou is not as glamourous as others, but im contented with wad i have done! a fulfilling 2007 (:

im glad learnt some new things in '07 (: learning the basic technique of hockey and squash (: and some friends cross and left my path! maybe is inevitable bah! but i hope i can revive those whom haf left my path in '08 (: haha!! nose bleed, eye infection pls pls go away (:

NEW YEAR NEW RESOLUTION (:

hope everyone is healthy, and please cure my consistent nose bleed and eye infection (:
dun be LATE fer lecture and every outing (:
be a good frend and be nice to people
hope my OITP in china turn out well (:
good grade pleasssee (: at least 3.0? HAHA
stay happy fer the rest of '08
BU NENG SHOU DE MI MI! haha!
well, concluding my year 07 events and '08 new resolution! hope jianming can accomplishes his targeted resolution (:

DANGDANG! and this new year eve i din spent with my sec bballmates in orchard this year! but im so glad tat the past 4 year we've celebrated is a happy one kay (: but it seems like we are cursed every year to watch a lousy movie on the early mornin of a new year (: haha!

The new year eve was spend fulfilling with waimeng, qingyan, charmaine, shimin! and im the first one to reach lakeside mrt can (: DANG DANG! '08 din even reach yet im haf accomplished one of my resolution! (: haha!! after everyone arrived we set off the cineleisure for our kboxing session (: quality time spended, althou fer the consistent irritation by waimeng who din need the mic, we still haf a nice time (: HAHA! and this is the start of another irritation by qingyan who keep on ' bu yong ma fan le'-ing thruout the whole day! charmaine came to find us during our endin part of the session and we headed down to cathy to purchase our tix fer national treasure at 2am plus before walkin down to cityhall fer our dinner (: we walk arnd after hafin out dinner before we headed down to esplanade! but after we arrived there we discover we are too early fer the firework! so we take a long route from esplanade to the highway thn back to marina square due to the blockage of highway by the police. In the end, we settle at marina square with view of floating platform (: the firwork burst out in the dark sky upon reaching 2008 (: the firework was spendid which made us go wow with every shot! we rush back asap to cathy fer national treasure (: nice show with funny interval in btw (: haha! after tat we headed to clark quay's central fer night rider all the back to home (:

A HAPPY QUALITY TIME SPEND WITH THE RETARDS (:

2007-11-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

neglected my blog partially due to my mst and my laziness to blog! haha!

erm, life seem in a rountine now and then, revolve arnd school and after school activites.

haha! after today crs lecture, it added on that true friends are hard to find (: well well, is seem really true you see, is hard to find a true fren in poly and even harder when u are workin in e society! yesyes for my case, but im glad to say i haf found some few true fren in poly, my sec sch classmate whom we stick thru during our hard times and my bball fren in sec sch; some even frm my pri sch till now! how u define true fren? iszit someone tat you noe whn u are in a hardtime, they will lend you a helping hand and back you up when no one else believe you (: thus, it make me wonder when choonwee say ive so many fren arnd the campus much more than him after recent meetup with him at fc! but does it matter? cos majorities of them are really hi-bye fren but some are those tat can really tok to but not tat close! but most of the time i still stick to my classmate or waimeng at school! haha! yesyes! too much fren also trouble, too less fren also trouble, guess life is a trouble too (:

headed to town and bugis with my wh and gang (: and kenny got gf le uh! the whole day im suaning him tat he got a gf! oh mind, so funny! guess his life are revolving arnd his gf le uh! initally plan to watch movie! (: but in the end we ended up in soeul garden dinning (: damn full lah, i stuff everything frm breakfast till supper into my stomach! haha! thn went to pub arnd ghoby ghat area! nice drinkin and singin session althou i din drink (: HAHA! im a guai boy can!

2007-10-18T11:51:00.000+08:00

helloooo ppl (: seem tat ive kinda neglected my blogs this few dayss yeahh, but im jus so so lazy to blog lah, boring lecture turn me off and i can't seem to find anything nice to blog about! grrr!

thrusday(11/10)

went to shuxian burfday party celebration at bishan with wm, alfred,wq in cafe cartel! wj working there thn initally we eaten 120 buck worth of food, but in the end we only paid 80 plus! i dunnoe how he do it, but lucky he manage to do it! haha! nice catch ur with alfred and gang (: thn later lixuan, cuixia and guowei came and find us (: after tat, wq offered a ride to yishun! the journey there is so hilarious la! wahaha! thn home sweet home

friday

pontan ct tutorial cos squash training is cancel! HAHA! initally tot wanting to go to hwa chong open hse with dick and waimeng, but in the end up in cineleisure lahh! went to collect my N73 before tat! phew, finally my fone is back (: we headed to watch resident evil: extinction (: the show damn nice nia, ppl you all should watch alrite (: thn after tat wm headed hm while i and dick went to meet dick and yixiang at wisma (: haha! and they went to pub before i headed home! haha!

saturday

headed to town with timothy nia! oh mind, went to catch balls of fury at lido! we will so stun when we enter the cinema cos it seem so run down can! $9.50 for a lack of ambience threatre! grrr! kana cheated again! but lucky the movie save the day! the show is damn hilarious can! oh minD! is seem tat i can't stop laughin thruout the movie! nice show ppl (:

sunday

headed to ecp with timothy and melissa fer bladin (: im so so late nia! so sorry for the both of them waiting fer me! thank you! and we went blading arnd and haf fun, minus the parts where some of us fell down onto the hard concrete grd! timothy takecare of ur butt yeahh! wahaha! dining with benji at bedok before heading home (:

monday

finally a break yeahh (: went home immediately after school, hoping to rush to the polyclinic to see my eyes infection! grrr! the stupid bloodshot has been with me fer nearly 5 months le lahh, im so frustrated can! grr! in the end, the polyclinic closed lehh! grrrr! qi si wo leh la! i tink during intercons i also dun need wear contact len le! went back to play some ps2 (: HAHA!

tuesday

lecture till 5 pm and headed fer bball trainin with the yr 1s! haha! in the end, the weather seem like opposing us and it came a downpour lahh! grrr! in the end, i went to watch girls ivp bball with allan, melissa and the yr 1s! haha! damn funny lah, after tis i tink we all will go NUS NO.7 jiayou! WAHAHA!

wednesday

went for gem presentation after school! well, i tink we did kinda of well! lol.. but i tink we kinda screw up the other grp presentation cos they've only two ppl and they need some ppl to act out thier skit and they wan us to help them! sooooo.... kinda of screw up! HAHA! erm, went to debate final after tat with allan and timothy! lol.. after tat haf a nice chat with joshua and allan! lol.. the conversation are so funny can! lol.. the after tat melissa came n meet us and went back home tgt while i headed to je to meet my classmate for kbox session (: haha! sing until 11 plus la! luckily thrus lesson start at 1pm! HAHA!

thrusday

went fer capball trainin today (: but before tat headed to the field with allan to play soccer lahhh! (: i love playing soccer at the field lah, then got the feeling call soccer can! street soccer not fun de lah! LOL.. thn headed to bball crt to for capball trainin! (: thn in the end i also ended play bball with allan nia! lol.. thn after tat hastely take taxi near to allan hse as he wan to see fer stefany on tvee! HAHA! thn we take bus back home (

friday

squash trainin (: haha! the coach came today and the way he speak is so funny la! lol.. oh mind! playing squash till 10 plus nia! and saw mentoring club hafin camp! lol.. thn i and timonty walk here and there wherre the camper are gathering lah cos cos ..... BU NENG SHOU DE MI MI! haha!! thn a suddenly surpise during my way back! (: SMILE!! hahaha!

saturday

headed to polyclinic to cure my EYE INFECTION! walauu ehhh, nvr go to polyclinic to see doctor on saturday morning okayyy! i waited fer almost 2 hrs lahh! i was semi conscious! dunnoe whether to slp or not later skip my turn how? and i got my deferment to hospital for my eyes leh! aiyahh, so sian lahhhh! GRR! thn after tat went to cut my hair (: thn went to hke to play bball till 6 plus! HAHA!

2007-10-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

friday

went squashing after school (: nice time with the squash peep! and screw those ice camper who shouted chichi when they saw me! grr!

sunday

headed to the blks near hkss fer bbq to celebrate wh and sh advance burfday celebration! quite alot of ppl came and we haf fun chatting and suaning one another too!
fun fun fun (: and my bball keychain broke again le nia! sometink bad gg to happen ):

monday

headed fer bball trainin after school (: see see, i told you! my fone spoilt! ):

tuesday

my N73 spoilt le lah! grrr! went fer repair at suntec in the evening! now im thinkin whether to wear contact len fer tml friendly anot! grrr! sian lah! ):

2007-10-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

monday

hellooooooo (: let skip away the boring lecture part, it seem tat every monday 12pm break im sleepin in the basement of library nia! okay, haf bball trainin and ive settle everything with the players, jersey etc etc! jianming is a happy boy now yeahh! thank you fer all my yr 2 fren supporting me (: thank you! and thank to tat noobshit elaine who crashed my trainin to cause so much trouble! haha! headed home arnd 8 plus (:

tuesday

watch sp vs np girls' soccer on stadium with weihao, ron, maureen and all the ice camp ppl affter schooh! (: oh mind, it seem like we came frm np lahh! we are supporting every goal tat np score! haha! in the end, np win 4-1! haha! but overall nice match yeahh!

wednesday

hafin boring gem class with benji again! oh mind, i tink really choose wrong gem le lahh! grrrr! thn headed back to clubhse with benji and we lock the burfday boy, timonthy in cls clubhse nia! thn we pin him down and pull him out to sac and strip him lah, then we use marker, poster colour draw all over his body! poor thing lah! haha! and tat sadistic angela film the wrong process down nia! haha! thn headed fer squash training and went to play bball after tat (: saw half of the SB vs SPSSC match and CLS vs SD match! haha! in the end, i fix a match with CLS ppl and SD ppl! versus CLS next week and SD next next week! all my friendly haf been fixed! like finally uh! at least i got do something lahhh! (: thn went to play bball with SB ppl after tat, after tat headed to stadium to bath and headed to town with benji, waimeng, timonthy, vincent, calvin, pengyu and all the ice camp ppl man! to celebrate timonthy burfday cum pengyu farewell party! haha! went to dine at ljs at cineleisure nia! thn the guys are flirting with the girl at the booth whoom are selling shirt to them! nice try and they got their number! lol..i bet they are on heaven now le yeahhh (: WAHHAA! and something very weird nia! we discover tat samatha ****e lahhh, and i and waimeng told her she is the first cls girl who ****e lahhh! she g.g le lor! haha! thn she bcome damn gulity lahh! grrr! haha

2007-09-30T15:50:00.000+08:00

wednesday

boring lecture still ): haha! went to meet up with wh, ca, ben, elaine fer some bball
thn meet up with ice camp ppl fer some captainball, but instead it changes to soccer whn i came to meet them, but the ball was still captainball! hahaha!!

thrusday

althou my lect start at 1pm, i later than the morning lectures lahh! so contridicting sia, haha! thn dinner-ing with shuxian NOOBSHIT senior and melissa xiao mei mei! hahaha!

friday!

headed to watch hey gorgeous after school (: congrat cherry fer winning the xiao hua can! my class got a xiao hua lahhh! wahhaa! thn lunching with choonwee, waimeng, samantha and bixia and went off slacking with samantha and choonwee after tat while waiting fer squash (: haha! went fer squash trainin after tat! thn after tat meet up with ice camp ppl fer dinner after they went to support afiq fer his talentine! haha! headed down to clementi for dinner and we chat all the way till 11 plus la! they are really nice and crappy yeahh and ron tat laughin machine keep on laughin non-stop lahh! wahaha!!

saturday

headed down to play bball with my bball gang (:

2007-09-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

wednesday

breakfast arnd my hse's area before setting off to sp for ice camp (:
meet up coincidentally with yy and nic at je while waitin fer jasmin at the platform
call my ben nu er carrie to make sure she wake up to register my gems nia! lol.. thank you nia (:
well, familiar faces all ard, the camper last yr are all helper tis time round! haha!
yea yea, im a camper (: ice breakin at start and posted to spata!

but some guys in the grp pronounce it as prata! wth nia, thn station game to presenting our shield on fc2 and set off for another mass station game again! grr, and elaine im nt half of hkss no.9! ahh! haha! thn proceed to haf dinner than hafin some campsong singin before the nitewalk commenced (: parner with melissa for the nitewalk at fc6 and i witness a girl in my grp slam hard against the floor after being scare by the ghost at the mm workshop in the meanwhile i take over them! the ghost was okie and nic still can chat with me after jumpin out scaring me! damn funny nia! i immediately can identified my junior marcas lor, he nvr put make up lah so kuku! thn he keep on following me thu'out the whole level of eee nia! thn the whole nitewalk ended arnd 4 plus bah! thn headed back to bunk to sleep (:

thrusday

after sleepin for several hrs, i wake up after feeling very cold in the bunk! whn i head outside the room, the camper sitting in two rows outside the bunk are chatting there nia! in the end i realise they all all haf diahroea during the nite and the moment i came out, everyone ask me, " wahh, you also LS?" damn funny lah! headed to sentosa fer station camps and headed back to sp (: the terror part came and i was made to bcome shihim of sparta lah, damn kuku man! haha, dennis help me makeup lye dunnoe wad lahh, and jingen gave me a chichi name! i was gg to faint at tat time lah! thn presentation of shihim before headed to fc4 basement fer disco nite! in the meantime i went back to sac for some supper and clear up and brough my bag to cadc with waimeng, play some boardgame at club before turnin in!

friday

haf some picture taking, toothpaste bua-ing, exchangin contact etc etcon the last day and is break camp (: and im sorry for nt gg with xiaoming's grp to eat at clementi alr cos got bbq in the evening later.. but in the end, i still din manage to go cos my eyes is damn swollen after i dozed off waiting fer jasmin msg! oh mind, the persistent red eye has driving me mad fer 3-4 mth le lahhh! grrr! but i tink is the eyeliner ytd frm the shihim nite make my eyes bloody red! AHH! sorry shuxian for nt gg to ur bbq alr, dun kill me please? haha! about ice tis year, i tink the whole camp is abt LSING lah!! hahaha!!

saturday

headed to celebrate cheehow and kenny advance day at orchard! (: meet up with the usual gang like zx,yc,ch,kenny,sh,gy,michelle,wq,melissa,angela (: thn dinner at cine thn celebrate at the youthpark nearby! as usual, throwing of cakes and taking pic! thn headed to yc's hse to play majong and kf came and find us! in the end, they will playing and most of the time im sleepin at his sofa! wahaha!! thn we play all the way till sunday morning (: home sweet home!

monday

first day of school (: life bcome more fun with retard classmate arnnd! haha!! early in the morning charline give me a shock by giving the lecturer see her fone which got a shim picture of me inside! i nearly fainted lahh! lucky the lectuer gonggong de! if nt i shall jialat de! thn kaze stupid act of wrtting down " wo shi xiao yu ", i din even noe he writting on my table lahh, thn suddenly he ask me why i nvr reply! thn i was lye blur blur whn i saw those word! ORRHH! he is copying the secret scene where jaychou using blanko to communicate with lu xiaoyu lahhh! i laugh my ass off whn i caught wad he is implying lahh! damn funny cann! walauuuu ehh! he nvr fail to make me laugh siaa! first day of school was fine minus the typical boring lecture part! meet up with ice ppl fer movie later on! got to noe more abt bixia frm sma and samatha frm cls! haha! after tat we meet them on burgerking fer late dinnerrr and we will crapping all the way niaa! thn the return trip to west side, i got to noe more abt afiq, melissa and samanta about their past bgr! nice chat guyy and i tink we should talk more next time alr (:

tuesday

typical day in school again (: first tutorial of ecnomic today and i noe this module confirm will drive me crazy fer the rest of the semester ): some biz ppl save me pleassse yeahh? haha! thn after school went marinabay to meet up with my primary school fren, pri 6I, fer steamboat cum cheehow belated burfday celebration! reminiscing about the past, talkin about differ ppl in our pri school last timee, the life we leading now etc etcc! oh mind, im so glad we still bother to care for one another now even though we are in differ sec school, poly, jc now nia! the bond is definitely there, those inside joke is pass down all the way during the times whn we are in pri 6 yet they are still using the same line to suan tat person again! oh mind (: we definitely haf a nice time there slackin (:

2007-09-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

jianming went to cut his hair on monday (:

oh mind kinda of regret ): cos i look lye a dumb kid back in the 80's studyin, so old school nia or simply sayin im a retard now, i tink if tat kuku limshimin saw tis i bet she is laughin her ass off now but for the others there will b exclaimation mark, " wow, jianming finally cut his hair" HAHA

been enjoy every moment (minus the kuku hairstyle) since i cut my hair cos i feel so light and so refreshing! (: no more fringe blockin my vision, and mayb i can jump higher! haha!

easy grooming fer the i.c.e camp (: and mayb my retard hair can make me look younger so i can mingle with the year ones?

catch the last legion with dick n waimeng (:
nice show with stupid comment thru out the show!

i tink im cryin when i saw my timetable, oh mind! everyday until 5pm except the typical wednesday! grrrr! semester 2 is so hectic!

today i slept till 2 plus nia, damn tired nia, dunnoe why! thn i watch tvee all the way! thn came a show called "one litre of tear", intially i tot of changing the channel but i suddenly rmb that tis is the show regina recommended, so i continue thn i realise is not bad afterall, is damn emo nia! oh mind, is about a girl who contact with a incurable diseases! erm i tink i should continue watch first! haha, but is definitely a nice show nia, give us alot of inspiration in life! maybe sometime a healthy person tend to take things fer granted wad they own bah, a trivival matter in ur eyes meant alot to other (: a simple biting, walking or sitting action may take a few months for those in contact with the disease to learn rite from the start! but the worst things is the girl in the show is living in the hostel in the special school with another girl which has the later stage of her diseases! everyday whenever she see her is lye a reflection of herself in a later stage of her diseases! i tink this part is the most unbearable bah, slowly see yourself losing ur ability to think and move ur hand! death is not a painful thing, suffering for a long period before you die is the most painful part bahh! nice show but defintely emo ending ):

ICE camp till friday! (:
till then, TAKECARE guys

2007-09-13T21:45:00.000+08:00

sunday

playing basketball with wh and yy (:
i bet if sy and wh come with us, is will be a small pri school outing? HAHA
erm, playin awhile before heading to the coffeeshop nearby to eat, i still rmb the times back in sec school days where i alway came here for lunch with all my fren (:
thn met up with wm to set off for je swimmin complex for sun-tannin and swmming session (:
i bet there is 90% we are lazyin arnd at the chair suntannin than swimming nia!
home sweet home (:

monday

woke up early in the morning to pack my stuff for the class charlet later on (:
met up with wj at je mrt station before meeting the rest at cityhall mrt station, is been weeks since i last seen them since the semester end, but they are still crappy still! thn we stand all the way to pasir ris and grab sometink to bite before checkin into the charlet arnd aranda country club! do some setting up in the room and started slackin arnd watchin tvee! and the majong session journey begin! HAHA, we play play play until 5 plus for the bbq to start! then kaze, bh, jq, cherry came (: in the meanwhile it started drizzing nia, lucky not tat big! thn some of us headed back to watch "hey gorgeous" at tp! thn i started to flu non-stop nia! thn i use tissue lye siao! the whole floor lye all cover with my tissues nia!haha! so funny nia! thn in the end we play majong until the next morning while i went to slp at 5 plus i tink

tuesday

wole up at 7 plus i tink, thn eat some cereal for breakfast and the majong session continue, but today is playing money leh! i lost 1 plus nia ): so sian! so i concluded tat flu cannot play majong de, sure lost! haha! thn we went for a early dinner before headin back to charlet in the evenin! later on in the nite, we went to pasir ris park for a walk and headed to the playground to play! we haf a great time nia, jumpin and hopping arnd! we still climbed up to the peak of the spider web nia! fun fun fun (: thn went to mac to buy food and coincidentally saw kaze sitting there alone eating fries nia! thn in the end we headed back to the charlet! i went to slept inmmediately after i reach the charlet while the rest continue their majong session! haha!

wednesday

woke up arnd 9 plus and we check out arnd 10 plus i tink. everyone lye stoning nia, very restless! haha, thn the rest took mrt back hm while i headed to vivo city to meet up with wh, wm, yc and sh to sentosa (: suntannin again! (: i tink my clinque are obessed with suntannin recently nia! im lye so chaotao now nia! haha!! thn we went to orchard after tat to catch the 19 stages of hell nia! the show is lye no ending de.. grrrr! qi si wo leh! haha, thn wh, yc, sh brought a few shirts at cineleisure and i saw a n.u.m bag very nice nia, but the price also very nice! HAHA! thn home sweet home!

thrusday

i slack at home for the whole day nia! and i checked sas for my result nia! erm, expectally bad nia, got 2 C! grrr! sian sian! but is all over le nia, no use emo over it! haha, i shall strive harder next semester alr! haha! sec 3a/4a charlet tml (:

2007-09-07T12:49:00.000+08:00

ive back to feed my poor blog again (:

monday

been slacking the whole day nia, so nice (: eat, sleep play! HAHA!

tuesday

early in the morning, my lappy breakdown due to virus nia! grrr, qi si wo leh, dunnoe why! but the internet explorer dun seem to work anymore ): haha, thn i went recee with alfred, cuixia, jasmin at aljunied for food junction on saturday, thou is abit rush as the event is on saturday, we still haf a nice and blur recee. and cuixia bluff for two times tat day lah, so kuku nia! we lye go where, eat until where nia! so funny lah! haha! thn i went to hockey trainin afterward in schoold. phew, tiring day (:

wednesday

meet up with waimeng and headed to acer service centre to repair my poor lappy ): and after tat went back to school for lunch and i wanted to do the clues for the food junction there but in the end, ive decided to do when my lappy is recover (: thn waimeng went to meet his fren while i headed back hm tor rest for awhile (: during evening, i met up with jasmin, shuxian first and headed down to settler nia (: they play until feng le can, shouted lye noboby business make until the whole settler lye our hm lye tat! thn cuixia and guowei join us after tat. thn the five of us play until lye kids lye tat! oh mind, settler so fun nia (: haha, must go back play again alr ppl! hmm.. thn home sweet home (:

thrusday

meet up with waimeng and headed down to vivo city to gather with eileen and xiuli early in the morning while waiting fer kenny and his friends. we haf our breakfast before we set off to sentosaa! yeahhh, suntanning again (: thn we suntanning, play volleyball etc etc until 6 plus until we headed back to vivo for dinner! (: haha, after stroll up to the rooftop and we decided to play at the water feature nia, we run arnd in the water feature chasing one another, using volleyball as a weapon to smack the water to jet out water onto out shirt! thn in e end, we kapo the girls slippers and bag into vivo city, while the girls run into the shopping center with all their shirt wet and shoe-less! HAHA! so funny lah! thn coincidentally saw shimin and charmaine! ya lor, someone want their skin to be fair dun wan to join us ma HOR HOR HOR! haha! hmm.. thn headed to the arcade to play awhile (:

HOME SWEET HOME (:

friday

headed down to the school in the evening alone to print the clues and map for saturday food function nia, so ke lian nia! the whole library lye left me only! and the librarian lye wanting to chase me away le cos they are closing at 6pm nia! but luckily i manage to print all the things tat i needed (:

saturday

intend to pray to my ancestor with my sister early in the morning, but she got dental appointment! so i meet them later in the nite after the events has finish (: im glad tat everything went smoothly and nthin major cropped up minus a girls fainted while playing if im nt wrong! hope tat girl recover soon alr! thn after the event went to meet up my parent and my cousin's family they all to pray for my ancestor! haha!! walauu ehh, my cousin damn good nia! he is gg to release frm NS soon le nia! hearing all those stuffs frm wad he experience really damn funny nia! haha! thn in the end the whole family go for a dinner before heading back hm (: sorry shuxian i din meet you all after tat! DUN ANGRY OKIE! hahaha! you are alway my good senior alr! HAHA! BBALL tml! oh mind, CAN'T WAIT (:

2007-09-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

jianming suntanning (:

tanning at sentosa today, guess i love the sun much more than ever (:

and i jus reach hm can, it the longest ive ever stay in sentosa nia, is lye whole day! lol

met up with weehong, yeanching, kenny early in the morning, thn headed to sentosa (:

thn they play thier bball while i suntan for a few hrs before joining them to play bball!

after awhile jiu raining le can, thn gimyong n his gf came and meet us as we headed to the beach play bball again after the rain has stopped (:

nice day with great people (:

2007-09-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

headed to my fren, poa long funeral with waimeng and timonthy today ):
well although he nt really close but still there a sadness dwelling in me
the memories tat still triggered are the intercons day where he alway ask me out to play bball after school even though he is frm cscc and not somedays later he is transfered to MI
saw yuyu and some cscc people, well wad can i say, he is just 20 yrs old ):
he still gt alot of things tat haben complete and experience!
life is so unpredictable yeah? a moment ago, you can still talk to him lye tat no tml, a while later, he/she mayb varnish frm the world forever! this visit really make me reflect myself for the past 18 yrs how well did i live, not materialism but the quality of living! did i really spend quality time with my family, frens and my love ones? hmm.. or i jus really wasted my 18 yrs of life on earth busying with all my committment? hmm.. but i got all the ans frm the crying, sobbing, weeping frm their parents and fren (: if the whole earth is against you, at least you noe there two persons tat are alway supportin you and surely there is somewhere got home for you to shelter frm all these problem, and the least least least possible solution is commit suicide! whether is in family, frens or gf/bf, people wun cherish them until they are completely lost! i tink this i typical bah, whn they've lost it then they will realise how impt are them in ur life and started to regret, but is all to late le alr! so cherish ur life and live everyday to the fullest alr people with no regret (:
and im really glad tat you've cross my path alr! (: goodbye my fren and you alway in my memory! rest in peace (: this post is dedicate for you man brother!

2007-08-31T22:14:00.000+08:00

sec 4a peep at vivo's sky garden (:
i being AS by them after irritating them for the whole nite (:
hongkah sec logo (:
sec4a 2004 classroom (:
CONQUER THYSELF (:

(:

* credit to joel for his foto (: for more foto pls go to joel's blog (: *

grrr.. im not workin at the it fair leh (: cos not sale for yesterday! ):

haha, mayb im nt technical good at laptop bah! i love talking but i jus stumble whn im talking laptop! is like during fo period, whn im promoting out fo camp for the freshies

8am-5pm; everyday eating lunch at staircase! LAUGH!

and and here goes my money ): grrrrr!!

but in return i noe quite a few fren frm differ poly either is tp or np! haha! great working partner (:

and and and my eyes is damn irritating lahhh! keep on boodshot and i hate hate hate wearing spectacles! is so unconvience you see! whether is playing sports or talking fotograph, there are two stupid glasses infront of you! AHHH! nvm, i should nt wear spect whn i go out, so if ppl if you wave to me and i din wave back, is bcos i dun haf my contact lenss! grrr! qi si wo le lahhh! and i wan to do lasik lah! so next time dun need wear contact lens and spect lehh! 6/6 perfect eyes sight (: HAHA! but is cost $2780 cann! walauu ehhh! ):I HATE TO WEAR SPECTACLESS!

suntanning at je complex with weehong and waimeng! HAHA but sentosa outing tml is cancelled! but nvm, but sunday sentosa trip still on! i can't wait to suntann (: HAHA! enjoy my holiday you see! and i tink i shld organise trainin for the cadc soon if nt i tink tat gonna kill me again! haha! i tink next week in school alr! HAHA

after viewing joel's blog and his caption; i really tink tat i take things for granted whn im studyin in hkss ): those day whn im in green, wakin countlessly pass corridor, quadrangle, ibrary, bball crt, field etc etc and yet dunnoe realise how fortunate i am with all thos great things arnd me (: wad if i walk slower in sec sch life seeing those small little thing arnd me, i would realise wad ive been losing in my life! those good times and bad things we haf enjoy and endure tgt (: choingin for exam tgt and class outing etc really haf an impact in my sec sch life! i still rmb the times whn i seek help frm hweeyi for chemistry (: talkin non-stop during chinese lesson, dick arguing with mrs yeo every eng lesson! ms teo encouragement for the 2 yrs, bball training, cross country, every tues assembly, morning assembly, sec 3 camp, mr wong closs door closs window pumping lesson and ms ng's funny eng lesson in sec 2, pe lesson, recess time, suaning parent name ; those times man! HAHA!

but is pointless to say all this now le bah, but im glad ive been thru all these tgt (: so im glad tat sec 4a 04/05 still hafin class outing every holiday, even though we went into differ poly or jc leading our own life now! although is alway the same ppl arnd gg for the event but im very glad tat the bond btw the small grp of ppl still gg strong (: and i dun wan tis to end so soon alr, whn the guys go ns next time, the girls mus organisin outing le alr! HAHA! and you guys and hkss really make me to smile whn i look back to my sec sch days and i can say proudly say ive enjoy my days back thn (: thank for everything (:

2007-08-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

tuesday

raining day is so so downn nia!! meeting up with weehong for swimmin cum suntannin at je complex but in the end turn out to be rainin again! oh mind! so suay cann! grrrr.. thn we decided to meet later with waimeng to catch a movie later on! in the meanwhile i search for games to play nia, is been ages since i last touch we ps2 le nia, in the end i play final fantasy 9 which is ps1 game on os ps2 console, the ps2 lye wasted lye tat lehh! but nvm, cos ff9 can last very long de! so can slowly playy! ff9 i tink ive completed in pri 6 le nia, guess how long is tis game le! oh mindd! thn after tat play leh jiu go out meet wm and wh to catch hairspray on cine! (: damn stupid nia the movie but overall is quite nice nia, with the nice musical all the way! lye high school musical like tat nia! (: thn in the we walk arnd taka thn home sweet home (: thank regina fer ur eng songs lah uhh! dun spram my tagboard okiee! kor kor treat you so nice! HAHA! (:

wednesdayy!

i went to job training for the it fair for fujitsu nia!

so people please come and visit me at my booth frm 30-2 sept okie! im at FUJITSU boothh! (:

haha! if can come and buy frm me, cos ive no basic paid de niaa! ): so poorr thing rite! oh mind, but only 4 days only!! i must earn big money (: HAHA!

AND I MISS MY SEC 4A GATHERING AT HKSS FOR TEACHER'S DAY LAHH!

thn went in the morning! oh mind! ):

thn after tat went back to sp to get my smit tee shirt fer duck race on sat and dine at foodcrt 4 nia! thn went we go to dover station tat time, some kuku thing happen nia! laugh! cannot tell! thn went to meet up with my dear sec 4a peep, joel, dick, yingwen, kelly, gwen, suiwak, janice, peixia at mind cafe at clark quay! thn after a while whn they reach, thn are gg off to vivo city to dine in ljs lahh! walau so kuku cann! grrr! haha! got settler go dun wan go, go until so far! nvm, i shall go settlers soonnnn (: HAHA! sec 4a peep go settler next time okiee! hmm, thn i tink very irritating thru out the whole nite lor! dunnoe why! LAUGH! i keep on irritating them nia! thn in the end, my dear sec 4a peep discriminate me lahh! so ke lian lor me! ): haha! thn still say me AS somemore! grrrr! qi si wo lehhh! HAHA! thn take bus 30 back home! TML WORKING LEH! ):

2007-08-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

tanning (:

ytd headed to sentosa with hanzhong early in the morning to help out the great s'pore duck race event at sentosa nia! (: we are assigned to the donation of ownin a duck to the public! thn use tis opportunity to tour arnd sentosa too! cos alway go sentosa cfm is either siloso or palawan beach le nia (: but the result is kinda disappointin cos we only manage to sell one? haha! so jialat nia! today got lots of company hafing their family day at sentosa nia! oh mind, alot of people nia! thn after the helpout, we went to tan since we are there leh! the sun is HOT! oh mind, now my face is lye so red nia! haha, thn watch ppl playin volleyball at the same time! (: hmm.. thn after tat headed to vivo city to eat ice! lol.. cos really too hot le nia! thn headed to vivocity walk walk! haha! really see many ppl nia, so coincidentally! thn next headed to orchard, since alr there, i went to find joel at taka, coincidentally see the sec 4a peeps at joel's working place too! oh mind, ya lah joel so fortunate, cos us such a nice fren! HAHA! erm, thn jalangin arnd, thn headed back hm! (: HAHA

thn went back to see the campus superstar nia! thn my ben nu er so contridicting de, at first msg me tell me to inform her the result. in the end say she wan to watch recordin! HAHA! please nia, cannot face the fact tat SOMEONE is out le rite! haha! dun cry okie (: hee

AND I GOT THE BU NENG SHOU DE MI MI OST frm waimeng! (: thank you! haha! nice nice songs i tell you! and secret really inspire me to go and learnt piano again! i noe ive been saying tis since after o'level but i really cannot find time nia! i tink i should put piano as a priority higher than getting a licsence leh! HAHA! jk

2007-08-25T01:36:00.000+08:00

headed to orchard to find wm, shuxian, jasmin in the evening!
haha! thn sx suddenly got the urge to go settlers nia! oh mind!
thn we jalangin at wisma and taka, thn headed to find joel nia! HAHA!
poor bang, ppl holiday enjoying you still need to work nia! oh mind!
HAHA!
thn take mrt to clark quay headin to settler nia! haha! initally we dunnoe how to go de nia! thn we keep on calling ppl! shuxian calling her cls ppl, i calling my fren! and the conculsion she give is " cls ppl dun pick up call de " haha! i tink only you bah! HAHA!
erm, but in the end we still manage to go to settler but it is FULL! (:
how lucky can we be uh! hmm.. thn we reserved a table at 1030pm? HAHA!
thn we headed to central to dine in! thn return back to settler! haha!
in the end we concluded tat we go hm and come back next time!
thn coincidentally saw wanwei and shuxian talk to her fer her awhile,
thn acc her to raffle city bfore we go out separate way! haha!
HOME SWEET HOME!! (:

2007-08-24T14:47:00.000+08:00

congrat jianming for completing his semester exam (:
in the meantime, to those still working hard pls jiayou alrite!
and in conculsion ; FREEDOM FREEDOM (:
finally can tear our my study schedule and notes into pieces! HAHA!
is been an hectic semester for me, both good and bad things happened; but im glad everything is over le (: i dread for semester to come, holiday please stay longer (:

changin my ipod's song with wm help at the coffeeshop near his hse!
been talkin talkin talkin nia! and we met our pri school fren, seng kiat coincidentally after his work! oh mind, he was business executive manger? oh mind, earning big buck everymonth le nia! haha! and reflecting on myself, im way apart from him lah! haha! thn we talk about our pri school life nia and whether we still got contact our pri school fren nia! so fun talking about our past, cos till now we realise how childise we will! but in other way, tis is how children lead their way of life ma, so innocence! haha! if one's walk their life slower, one can realised what he/she misses out all along in their life (: thn our men's talk ended at 3 plus, where i headed back hm (:

2007-08-22T01:15:00.000+08:00

i miss majong-ing
not forgetting my sec 4a peep (:

my worst fear came true yesterday, as my BALANCE SHEET CANNOT BE BALANCE LAHH!arghhh! good game jianming and you are gonna be so so deaddd!

and my financial analysis ratio got NEGATIVE RATO somemore! * BANG WALL *

in the meantime i was doing, im lye cursing @#$@%#^&&&^&#$%@ abt the paper!

haha! bless me with a PASS fer account pleasssee!? haha!

today spent 7 hrs plus completing a single chapter lahh! oh mind, cos tat chpter really damn long i tell you! thn study study until 1 plus and now i gt the free time to blog! haha! so jialat cann! and i took a walk at nite after a break frm all those study! i walk arnd in the neighbourhood enjoyin the silence and i discover alot of things changes nia! is been long since i walk arnd leh and i headed to the blk behind mines where ive my chin tution with wh, lh, yy etc etc whn im in primary school nia! is been ages since i last visited there eve thou is was a blk behind! in the meanwhile, i still can picture myself with my fren running arnd in the playground, jumping and playin arnd! oh mind, time really pass and now being separate to differ sec now poly! haha! i really wonder one give on busying and walk hastely in their life, sometimes is good to give a break and take a look arnd or even to the past to gain some happy moment back, dun insist on makin memories while losing ur past! (:

AND AND AND i noe the urgue of playin majong came at a wrong time! haha, but is okie and ive only left one more paper to kill (: HAHA! and thank ros for ur stupid * jingle-ling e ling, jingle-ling e do, i love you f*** you video* uh! btw, you look so bimbo lah fren! HAHA!

erm, HOLIDAY HERE I COME! i can't wait tomeetmysecschfren,myprischfren,charlet,sentosatrip,outingoutingouting,campcamp,

playbasketball!! EVERYTHING!haha! (:

2007-08-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

黄昏下的琴键太寂寞
来来去去只剩很拙的双手
陪着固执的我
不停弹奏不停地犯错
想起他为你唱歌时的温柔
我会笑着难过
他能给你保护代替我的照顾
这是我最后的祝福
谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷
谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出
谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初
谢谢你曾让我幸福
不停唱着愈来愈清楚
想起你看他眼神中的满足
我学会了服输
我只能偷偷地为你祝福
想着手心的感触
想着脸颊的温度
谢谢你那些年为我付出
谢谢你曾让我们幸福

raining raining rainin! everday is rainin!! HAHA! account TML! sian, hope my balance sheet BALANCE tml if nt i will try all my means to 'ACT' out tat it is balance! wahaha! today weather is so cold nia, oh mind!! JIAYOU JIANMING!!!
AND THOSE HAFIN EXAM TOO (:

2007-08-18T23:35:00.000+08:00

mayb, mayb someday ....... (:

RAININ early in the morning again! oh mind.. haha, i tink no one at hm can wake me up in tis kind of situation nia! did a bit of studyin today again! why accounts got the stupid theory de!! ahhh.. my mind now is filled with income statement, balance sheet, financial ratio analysis, gg to explode le ahhhhh! HAHA! and my mum today talk to me in the kitchen i ignored her lah, i dunnoe i zi bi or reaction slow lah! laugh, thn when i reply her, she alr dunnoe say until where le! oh mind, i retard le can! stupid flu accompany the whole day with me, i tink ive wasted the whole box of tissue le nia! HAHA! 2 more paper to freedom, wanted to finish soon, but another side of me dun wan to finish so soon cos i haben study nia! so contridicting can! grrrr! and im jus now dunnoe wan to see jacky wu the show or epl nia, thn suddenly a "goal" shouted frm the coffeeshop nearby my hse le nia! thn i realise i can watch jacky wu show leh, cos when goal the ppl will signal with a goal downstair then i can switch back to the epl channel! HAHA! aiyo! why i so smart uh! HAHA! holiday holiday pls come soon, is age since i last touch bball! (:

2007-08-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

wahh, so many people niaa! (:
(:
hee!

downpour early in the morningg, really very very nice to sleep can!
* rain rain go away, come again another day * HAHA!
erm, dunnoe why nowadays keep on rainin in the morning, cause me to sleep until so late!
today i realised something, all emo songs are related to rainin or gloomy sky/weather de!
mayb rainin keep one a silence and lonely feeling bah (:
hmm, study abit today nia, but im sure ive forgotten most of the tink now leh! HAHA!

thn after tat in the evening, meet up with waimeng, weehong, yeanching, gimyong n his girl, kenny. yeowching, senghow, kitty, huimin n his boy, michelle n her cousin for FIREWORK! (:

haha, we dine in marina bay before heading out to the open square infront of marina square nia! the whole area is congested with people lahh! ARGHH!

but the firework is definitely worth the squeeze! the display is fancination nia (: differ colour of firework combination with differ style jetting into the dark sky accompany by purple, white etc colour spotlight shooting in the sky! (: it last about 15 mins!

beautiful things alway dun last, tat why people will appreciate it (: haha! thn angela, weiqi and a guy came to meet us for awhile before we headed back to je to dine at mac!

crappping with yeowching and kitty about out good old days in hkss and how they change nia! so funny lah! HAHA! thn HOME SWEET HOME! (:

~~~follow the notes upon the journey
at first sight make one's destiny
when the voyage comes to the end
return lie within nasty keys

2007-08-16T22:51:00.000+08:00

BE ADD 06/07 organ comm
HAHA!
i miss those day when we are hafin fun (:

ive killed one paper today, PMM arghh! good game jianming cos in the end you are the one being killed by the paper!

you're dead! ):

suayness engulfed my whole morning today nia! early in the morning, it came a downpour causing a 30 min late arrival of buses; 9am exam, 845am still at bus stop! im rushin like mad dog can! i nearly go and bang the busstop column nia! thn after reachin SMA, i headed toward the toilet but in the end, it turn to be under renovation! arghh! WAD A KUKU TIME FER RENOVATION! but luckily i manage to arrive 25 mins late? haha!!

the bad thing does'nt end, i din noe after kaze told me all the noise tat i cause whn i enter the examination hall

i zip and unzip my bag THREE times very loudly
i drag my chair loudly when im settling down
and i tapped my brazillino slipper loudly to drain off the rainwater loudly

haha, and the most funniest thing is kaze does'nt realise he only do THREE question when he was expected to complete FOUR question nia until charline told him! and he say no wonder why he complete the 3 qns le still got time to slack and look arnd! then he started to blame tat the instructions given is not clear and the nonsense ive listed infront causing him to miss tat 25 per qns ans lah! oh mind, he damn funny lahh! okie lah, my fault okie kaze! HAHAHA!!

after tat all my classmate headed back hm, thn i went waiting for waimeng, lunch-in at foodcrt 6 before travellin down to fdcrt 1 to acc his linen for lunch! (: then after tat headed to citylink and thank you waimeng for ur addidas watch alrite (: THANK YOU and he, himself got a haivanias slipper there! haha!! thn wanting to catch movie but in the end, it turn out the timeslot of sitting got problem! so we ended up jalan-ing in orchard! HAHA! home sweet home!

TWO more PAPER to FREEDOM (: and i can' wait fer holiday to COMMENCE!

i remember once you told me you hate ppl leaving ur path without looking back
i told you tat you are walkin down a one way street and if people does'nt leave, it will be too congested and they, themselves got they own ppl crossing their path and they left ur's cos they got their own path to walk too! guess im leaving ur path too, you've too many committment ahead, move on and never look back okie! (:

2007-08-13T22:47:00.000+08:00

EMO EMO EMO (:

i went joggin yesterday cos ive nth to do (: eventhou whn i ran halfway, it started to drizzle and came a downpour ): oh mind, but i continue runnin n runnin! enjoying the scenery in the rain in the meanwhile worryin tat i might get sick, but i din care much cos i need to reach hm instead of waiting at the void deck! HAHA! guess i love running; running frm reality =/

and ive a very strange dream last nite = is been 9834239741278 yrs since ive a dream cos i K.O once i see my pillow! HAHA! but ytd is different, the dream brought me to the day when i went to appeal for my course in NP, where i apply biotech as my choice there cos ive alway wanted to go into the life science area! in the dream, is still the same! after i drop my appeal letter in the box the whole scenerio change to the hall at sma in SP! the whole scene started whn i step into the hall, and waimeng rush to me saying where've you been, you took so long! typically i reply him i went to the toilet! thn i went to make choice for my appeal, in the end is still the same as wad i wrote in the reality a) property development b) chemical process c) banking and finance back thn! but tis time is different, i pounder quite long sittin down there with wm and surpisely wm nvr haste me with all his crap! but whn i made tat decision after i take a pen and gg to jot it down, i suddenly wake up frm my dream nia cos my alarm clock ranggg! arghhh! is lye a typicaly drama scene can! how i wish i can noe wad choice i made in my dream! ):

it make me pounder the whole day wad will my life be if im in biotech in NP? haha! being classmate with alysia and cindy again, wad circle of fren will i met in NP? haha! oh mind, or studying in DCP in s'pore poly wearing lab coat being tat stupid shuxian's course junior and being classmate with dianal, vincent, rosmanlida or kelly again? or iszit climbing hill very morning fer lecture up on the hill? wad circle of fren will i meet there? all those question mark congested up my mind in the morning! guess is all a mystery (: mayb someday i will noe my ans in my dream in a part 2 manner (: HAHA!

oh mind, is now back to studyin after 2 days of continuous playin (:

it time to calm myself down and back to books, ive 3 more papers to kill!!

and i tink studyin make my appetite grow until like dunnoe wad! haha!

ive been eating eatin eatin continuously without stopping nia and im sleepin lye dunnoe wad today even thou i told myself tat i shld been studyin today! oh mind ):

JIAYOU JIANMING (:

and good luck for those hafing test HAHA!

2007-08-13T01:11:00.000+08:00

OH MIND! MANU draw with READING, manu stumbled upon first match,
must buck up le alrite, lost to chelsea fer 2 pts leh!
but the funny part was im watchin tis match while tokin to my ben nu er!
thn she suddenly ask me whether im watching epl annot:

and this is wad my ben nu er say:

caho > say it isn't so says:
HAHA eh actually when my friend put that as her personal msg i thought is really READING like reading books u know cuz she's supposed to be studying!
caho > say it isn't so says:
den she put manu 0 reading 0 i thought manu nvr score and she read also no use
caho > say it isn't so says:
>.<

I LAUGH MY ASS OFF WHEN I SEE TAT! she treat tat reading is an action! wahaha! oh mind! (: THANK NU ER fer brightenin up my day okie? (:
GOOD LUCK FER UR PACC TML!

2007-08-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

不能说的秘密

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千
梦开始不甜
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
又何必去改变你走过的世界
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
想象你在身边在完全失去之前
你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋这一季的秋天
飘后才发现这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

EMO SONG, EMO STORYLINE ):
ending filled with uncertaincy!

HAPPY BURFDAY YEOH JIANMING (:

2007-08-12T04:07:00.000+08:00

happy burfday to myself (:

10.08.07

mbw accomplished! haha! eventhou i din complete! (:
slacking at library at library after tat, was busying completing with lixuan with the puzzle fighter game nia, due to tis ben game, alot of censor word came out frm both of us and jasmin and jeffery was busying crapping away nia! oh mind! so long nvr haf a taste of competiveness leh! and i got the game frm lixuan nia! (: thank girl, and i shall train hard to beat u next time! HAHA! and jasmin next time dun wear until so " ZAI" okie, i bet jeffery will laugh his ass off whn he see this man! oh mind! HAHA!
after tat headed to cineleisure with waimeng and jalang jalang (:
gathering with waimeng, weehong, gimyong & senghow (:
headed to Lido to catch rush hour 3 during 945pm..
it was a damn hilarious movie nia, laugh until i stomachache due to the presence of Chris Tucker and the movie was typically action-packed due to the jackie chan's trademark! thumb up for rush hour 3 (: thn headed back hm, home sweet home (:

11.08.07

HAHA! the big day has come, and is JIANMING burfday (: not forgetting augustina burfday alrite, cos we both fall on the same day! so happy 18th burfday augustina! (: hope u enjoy the very day of urs alrite! (: and is 430am now le nia, and im still bloggin and i jus reach hm nt long ago! (: and i'll like to thank all the ppl who rmb my burfday alrite! even thou i din remind you all, but you all still rmb! thank you ppl, really very very appreciated (: so i shall take this chance to name you ppl down - in sequence - (:

sms-es:
augustina, gimyong, xinyi, carrie, kelly, jiaqian, waimeng, xiuli, shuxian, jiexin, michelle, jeffery, joel, timonthy, wenya, zul, shimin, marilynn, daphne, qingyan, jasmin, benjamin, hweeyi, lixuan, minyee, peng siong, eileen, evon, 3 unknown sender, jiawen, sabrina, nicole!

friendster:
viven, hanzhong, xinyi, augustina, kelly, felicia, weifeng, jiexin, michelle, choonwee, joel, amar, deyi, jason, jian zhou, jacob, regina, jasmine, jasper, huiping, hweeyi, cedic, malissa, huiyee, weihao, alex, rosmalinda, weihong, juli, huishan, qiqi, diana, enqi, yeehwee, cheehow, melissa!

in the morning, celebrate with my family in my hse, my dear mummy order a cake fer me can! oh mind, so touched! HAHA! then the typically celebration goes on! (:

thn headed down to lido to dine in pepper lunch with chuhao, zhian, jiaqian, janice, cherry, peiru, kailing! (: thank you fer the treat my frens (: thn went to jalan jalan arnd the area in search of my cardigan! (: thank for the topman white cardigan too alr my frens, really really very appreciated! (: thn after tat kaihui, benhao and kaze came down to find us! (:

initally thought got weehong & gang came down to meet us de, but something cropped up i tink, thn after tat went to meet shuxian first as waimeng is late! thn went jalang-ing arnd nia! and we three went to catch secret! (: the movie really very nice can! oh mind, no wonder some of my frens cry while watching nia, the movie got a jaychou's feeling; an emo feeling!
but overall is a very nice movie with nice storyline (:
then after tat wanted to go clubbing with wm, but i tink left we two so we go there and try our luck while shuxian headed down to meet her fren! after we reached clark quay, we were walking aimless arnd the club&pub area!

after 25 mins of aimlessly and crapping..

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we ended up in coffee bean nearby drinkin coffee and eating cookies?

hello, we suppose to drink in either pub or club de nia!

why we ended up there?, i also dunnoe! HAHA!

and i miss the EPL today nia.. arghh! today is the first day where premiership start! haha! no more boring sat and sun! (:

then slack there until coffeebean closed shop then the history repeated itself again! we headed to the wonrg busstop nia! OHMIND! so suay can! haha! thn we detour back to take NR5 back! (: HOME SWEET HOME! thank everyone fer making tis possible! (:

you are the one i yearn fer, fer ur msg to arrived.. yesyes, it arrive but is all too late! and guess im nthing to you!

2007-08-10T13:16:00.000+08:00

guess wad this picture is all about

*hint : something very impt in a nation *

HAPPY BELATED BURFDAY S'PORE! (:

oh mind, time has really flew so fast tat i realised i can't catch up with it.

still rmb last yr im still in the national stadium being a motivator and now im staying at home revising my work! is been 4 yrs since i last stay at home on national day le nia!

typically i will hang out outside the stadium area to wait fer the firework to start, but tis year i stay at home and study! walau ehh! ): all bcos of tat stupid mbw! arghhh!

but now is all over le yeah! ive completed my mbw! hee.. althou i din manage to completed but is no point so sad now le nia! no more mbw fer me, i tink i can burn all the notes away le! HAHA!

3 down, 3 more to go! quick quick, hope my holiday come sooner! (:

haha.. now i can finally rest fer a few days bfore i start my revision again le nia! (: and TML is the big day alrite ppl! haha! anyway, aug 8 is the offically released of secret! hee, my sister went to watch is straight away nia! arghh! and she say is quite nice! haha! so ppl you all must go watch alr!haha!

so near yet so far, tat's alot i wanted to say, but i guess is all too late!

i tink we did all the talk but with no action, jianming booo!

NDP'07

2007-08-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

BIG CHEEKY SMILE (:
haha!!
RETARDS!
NDP'07!!
lalala~

some ramdom picture ive gotta from ndp'07 preview! (:

2007-08-08T15:56:00.000+08:00

- let my fly away from all those stressness where i can soar thru the white blue sky-

phew, finally ive settled two tests, con tech & structures! (:
and the hardest is yet to come nia, mbw! i gotta bang myself hard onto the wall le nia!
been studying so hard tis few days, is also reflect tat ive nt been touchin my stuff for ages!
oh mind, there are still four papers to go nia! jiayou jianming! (:
thank fer all those motivating msg uh! especially my ben nu er's sarcasm and im trying my best to PROVE HER WRONG! oh yah, and tat rosmalinda lameness uh, dunnoe wad good luck mug! oh mind, please dun bimbo le nia my fren! haha! you quick go bang wall can! lol
and now i can't wait for holiday to start! (:

hope to meet up with my bball gang to play bball, is been ages le nia

attend ice camp with year with alan, waimeng and jiexin

slack slack slack (:

more outing!!

sec4a charlet if possible, but im wondering hu is organising tis time, but i bet is either dick or jixiang or hanyang bah, cos they next yr NS leh!

haha! and i din manage to go back hongkah sec today nia! oh mind, got 2 test todays until 2 plus! i really miss those day when im in green can! those laughter and joy now seem to be completely varnish out of me! ): and hongkah is gg to be demolish soon in 2008 le nia and gg to shift to commonwealth sec sch campus tat area! oh mind, the place where ive spend 4 yrs in only can last inside my memory le bah! HAHA!

NDP PARADE! (:

2007-08-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

been muggin and muggin since friday nia, but it seem tat nothing get right into my head can! ct is definitely a killer followed by mbw! ): oh mind oh mind, i can't wait fer holiday to come where i can take a break frm all those stuff!

yesterday went to ndp'07 with waimeng, qingyan and shimin! been crapping with them all the way to the stadium, either qingyan irriate waimeng or shimin irriate waimeng! aiyah, why charmaine nvr come! lol.. yeah, i tink tis is the first time i went to ndp preview can except being motivator and pri 5! (: suddenly the feeling of being a motivator last yr and an audience tis year is totally different! but i tink tis preview is quite disappointing nia! cos of the lack of firework etc. many audience left halfway nia! oh mind! but the better thing is typically we only manage to see land and airforce display inside the stadium! but tis time round, we manage to see the different type of marine ships driving high speed cross the sea! so nice can! (: but in the end, we also left halfway and we headed toward marina square in search of places to dine in! initally qingyan wanted pizza hut and waimeng wanted subway! but in the end, we ended up in kopitiam! laugh! thn home sweet home! (:

*PICTURE WILL BE POSTED UP SOON*

oh mind, the only word in my mind now, " STUDY"

today is still a muggin day nia, oh mind, my mum also stun why the table is pile up with so many lect notes and tutorial nia! MANU VS CHELSEA! (: MANU WON! lucky they won, if not i waste my time watchin again! fantastic display by van de saar! (: HAHA!

hey ppl, nvr see me so nerd bfore bah! lol

2007-08-04T01:50:00.000+08:00

my dear nu er wearing green beside me! (:

thank to my dear nu er, carrie ho jiayu fer helping me to change my blogskin okie! (: still make the effort to help me change again cos the initial blogskin look quite girly! laugh! hmm, yesyes! she very smart in this area bah, but in study! ahem! haha! i noe you wan suan me again rite! haha! tis time round, you are smarter than ur papa okie, for tis time only! hees.. but anyway i really appreciate it nu er! this post is dedicated for you nu er!! (:

2007-08-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

examination " feeling the paranormal"

ndp motivator '06

A new blog for a fresh start! (:

s'pore burfday is coming soon (: which mean ndp'07 is jus a few steps away! haha! really miss those days whn im in the motivator 41 yellow shirt with all those dance step to rmb! all though we constantly argue tat the food provided is sucky and the shirt is very kuku, but in the end, it really bcome a memorable event tat crave deeply in our heart! is a waste tat we all can't be involved in motivator this year nia, cos i really wan to experience the ndp on marina! (: but the lucky thing is i witness the last ndp in kallang stadium before it demolished!